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Monday, April 13, 2009

i've never really figured out the real extent of my parents concern for me...yes,i was a whiny brat .forever whining and complaining to my parents,saying things like"when are u gonna cook finish?my tummy is gonna rot soon!"

i was also very very rude to them because i bear grudges over incidents from the past.

yes they may have made mistakes in the past but though they were overly strict and harsh in their punishment,they have made several sacrifices to jus placate me and my demands.

ever since i got this new job,my dad has been waking up every morning without fail at 6 or 7am jus to cook a breakfast cum lunch meal for me before i go to work.my mum stays up after her work to wait for me to come home so she can warm up the food and i can eat all i want.

Today my dad woke up early coz yester in a fit of irritation i said sarcastically" i dun nid new shirts,jus someone who will do the laundry".They did not do the laundry because of the wet showers for the past few days.Today he woke at 5 plus am jus to wash the clothes and because he's scared it might not dry in time for me,he hung it out by the front(which was illegal) and stood there to watch over it.He also cooked the usual breakfast cum lunch meal.

i feel guilty coz i was such a spoilt brat and rude.particularly my mum.everything that could not go well,i'll push e blame to her.if iwas ill or vomitted,i would blame her.On after sight,it was too much.

so while i find it hard to say a simple "thank you "word to my dad today,i do appreciate e work they do.
Tinking of the predicament of my uncle,i tink i should appreciate them more coz when time comes around when they leave suddenly,i may have regrets.

hard-boil-egg @ 11:26 AM