Ed Ed and EdDy!!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

my mood improved loads aft i got back GP and PHY!!!!

phy i got C and GP i got D...which was pretty good and unexpected la...

was so unhappy i bombed like that for prelims but then if i want to win someone i really dont like(thats super mugger+unattractive+ irritating+bad attitude) i gotta work hard...must really work hard!!! cant lose to him/her...

i really hate losing u noe???i've come to terms with my unexpected crash from cloud nine(over my mids) and so i'm really gonna start working hard...admittedly i'm still sleeping in class and yawning but i've tried to eliminate it thoroughly.i now bring work to sch to do during my long breaks( which are almost none?)

but i still feel pretty ok despite falling from my mighty perch...its quite remarkable i can pass 3 of my 4h2s when oths are suffering with 3h2s...

hard-boil-egg @ 7:16 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008

E for math.D for chem.bloody paper2 for math pulled me down.

phy wasn't very encouraging.i tink i bombed as well.i'm inconsolable.so disappointed in myself..all e times i'm watching anime,shld i be studying instead?A's are near.so angry with myself now.

my dad heard e door slam jus now.guess he doesn't dare make any snide comments on my results or i'll jus walk straight out.

so goddamn pissed with myself.i thought i'm a bloody top student?why now i'm scoring so badly?if i can get straight A1s for prelims for O's why now prelims liddat?too ashamed to face myself.

missed by a mark to C for chem.missed by a mark to D for math.

totally inconsolable.

hard-boil-egg @ 8:01 PM

HAHAHA

jus went cycling today!!!!first part was a little bumpy coz i keep stopping and had a hard time starting again...but it was quite bad ard a curve coz i jus fell and e bike kinda crush me i tink??was damn pain coz e toe split along one line and it really looks as tho e chunk of flesh will fall off...

my right shin has awful bruises and scars coz it hurts like hell...eddy played nurse and tried to help me wash...but sadly,...

I ENDED UP ROARING IN PAIN?!!!!

then i was really so scared of e pain i felt like crying but i cant la...but e blood and all scares me like shit...kinda reminds me abt that time e blood from my wound soaked my entire socks red...

ya i noe its stupid but i'm jus a teensy bit scared of pain...HAHAHA

that wasn't so bad and somehow my cycling kinda improved towards e end till i can actually cycle till changi airport!(well,i cheated and stoped to u-turn before reaching coz i was damn tired)

somehow my tummy muscles hurts like shit but strangely,qiujing's doesn't!!!must be something wrong with my body...hmmmm

i really hated e part where i go over twigs and all coz it bumps and my ass jus went*ouch!*...my skills aren't high enuff for me to stand while biking la!!!!but i wont give up!!! i must be as good as cycling as e rest!so i must work hard!HAHAHA

stupid nikhil and eddy played a bet to see if i'll crash again-,-"(baka!!!)

den i'm sorry i let eddy down coz it happened like this.....

there's this super narrow bridge and i was riding across and then!!!from e oth side oso got pp!!!!so i tried to squeeze as close to e side and guess wat???i crashed!!!coz my handlebars hit e side...

e guy who kinda caused my crash din even say sorry la!or even ask if i'm ok..wat a f******* asshole!haha...ok,mayb i'm jus pissed coz i got a bruise e size of a tennis ball on my shin..

hurts so much i almost cried...but i tried to control!and i DIDN'T! hahahaha

so fast forward to e end where syabil was complaining his legs hurt and nik was screaming his ass hurts...felt so bad for eddy and syabil coz they cant eat or drink aft such a hectic exercise and can only look at us...geezzzzz

susan came to fetch me home and man...we went to play for softtoys at e cathing machine!wasted 6 bucks before we finally caught one(e lady manning it help us cheat by putting it near e hole!)HAHAHA

but it was flawed!!!shld have looked closely at e toy i chose to put near e hole!!!darn...

poor susan gotta take it home to make it PERFECT before i would play with it...so susan giving me tmr!!!

hard-boil-egg @ 8:01 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

HAHAHA

went out to play yesterday?!!!! finally prelims are over!!! those hair tearing days are over!!!hahaha

went to watch mamamia .which was funny!!!coz the actors were quite funny! esp when u compare their past looks and present looks!HAHAHAHAHA!!!man...totally bullied nikhil to help me play for a doraemon softtoy!its those catching games la....

sadly,aft spending 5 bucks or more(i forgot)i still haven't gotten my stitch toy/elmo/doraemon toy...SEE LA! NIKHILS FAULT!!!!!hahaha...jus joking...its not his fault la

went to play pool which was a total disaster coz i totally was WAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY off form or jus plain lousy!ahahahaha...we switched to bowling aft that but coz i pa jiao and cant aim properly,my ball keep hitting long kang...ended up with e third highest score(sounds beta than e second lowest score)

syabil got e lowest!!!aiyo...dragonboat eh???how can lose to geek nikhil,si wen qiujing and touch rug cass?!!!!hahahaha

den played pool AGAIN!!! cheryll was sooooooooooo uptight jus coz we're sneaking booze in to e pool area...nik treated us vodka,barcadi and beer...i jus soooooooooooo hate the taste of beer!its so gross coz it reminds me of cigarettes and mayb its jus coz i used to drinking wine or champagne instead...vodka was ok tho it smelt like medicine,and tasted like medicine!

lol...no wonder nik bought it...coz he's sick and needs 'medicine'

cheryll was damn paranoid about pp spiking our drinks and nik damn irritating coz he said the person spike oso got no gains(implying that we aren't good looking)dots...HAHAHA...seriously,i tink cheryll shld go be nun le.!!!hahaha suit her nun-ny image!

funny huh our choices?i started out with vodka but figured i like barcardi more so i took e bottle of barcardi,nik took vodka and cheryll took her disgusting tiger beer!HAHAHAHA...i could have swor ncheryll got drunk la...even syabil said she turned red like some tomato(imagine from oreo to tomato...big diff hor?!) and she was so blur!!!hehehehe...i shld spike her drinks next time...or mayb not!later she drunk i gotta drag her and her tauhuay butt home eh!!!

lol...tink i saw nicholas from my sec sch eh!!!e basketball guy...but i cant really recog him coz mayb he looks damn diff and i kinda wasn't too sure enuff to say hi...
he waved la,(which is good,means i do noe e person!and mayb its nicholas)but i was damn blur and i jus went"eh-eh-eh" and waved back...

mamamia is funny yet long so my butt was like e size of some life-boat la...i bet i needed some butt stretches lor...haix

looks like picnic is cancelled coz there's too little pp(alot are fasting)and i'm wondering if i shld go out play or jus slack at home...i swear i need exercise but i'm jus too lazy!!!

hard-boil-egg @ 7:36 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

ok!!! i'm back!

last sat was a total nigtmare but i really dun wanna talk about it...

anw,ended up lugging books to changi airport to study with susan overnite but guess wat??halfway thru our dilligent mugging we decided to go watch movie...dots rite?but it was really super monotonous la!
so ended up watching midnite movie...wall-e is sooooo cute la! eva e robot looks way hotter than wall-e...which shows that most of e time,girlfrens are hotter than their boyfrens!HAHAHAHA

then aft that jus went on mugging at mac tho i keep playing games and all...by 4am,i was like dying alrdy and nothing can go in...so i was all sleepy(ay i woke up at 7am on sat k?!)and throwing tantrums coz e bus didn't come on time...poor susan was trying to keep me quiet when i started getting agitated coz i was very tired!hahaha...I'M SUCH A BRAT?!

went home slept for 3 hrs before getting chased out again...den went sis home to study....stupid renovation was so noisy,the two of us ended up sitting outside upstairs neighbours door waiting to hear e drilling( we wanted to catch them redhanded and scold them la!)

ended up not studying and busy watching anime...i swear my bro-in-law is soooo good(coz i kope his anime watch)

sis wanted to cook and its a total disaster coz both of us are noobs at cooking...i scrub e potatoes till their skin came off and i happily told my sis it was mud...=.="

HAHAHAHA! got a huge scolding la!den aft that had to fry bacon but my sis scared of e flying oil so pushed e job to me!bleah,....ended up standing 1m away from e wok coz i was very scared too! HAHAHAHA

macoroni cheese was a total disaster coz we din noe why our macaroni taste soooo....eeeew.and its a prepacked mixture too! supposedly for noobs like us but ended up we noobs still cant make proper food!HAHAHA.

went for some temple dinner yester and its fascinating...i've never been to a temple or church before u noe?food was great~!(ok i'm a glutton) and my bro-in-law younger bro and mom sat with us....jus realised my bro-in-law family got a heredity centre parting for their hair which honestly,looks 1970s...HAHAHAHA but they're guys so nvm...wat for look so nice rite?their jus guys wat

ended up drinking too much and slightly unstable tho i was still sober!mandy said i was a pampered kid coz i wanted take taxi~-( but cant expect me take bus when i'm half drunk rite?HAHAHA

hard-boil-egg @ 12:16 PM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

chem was a total disaster la! totally screwed up everything i studied for...so demoralisiing...

i thought i had it in my palm but ended up clutching jus air

geog was terrible too...i totally let 16 marks fly away coz i did a ques i didn't study on...wats e diff btwn flood management and channel management?hard to define...

jus felt that i got no frenz today...why?its not coz i'm lonely...or no one to acc me..but jus tat...i cant help but wonder if pp really take me as their fren or jus some fair weather kite to play with as and when they want to?

i wish blogger got password enabled post...so i can jus rant and let no one else see.

my uncle was diagnose with cancer jus last week.only 6 more months to live...i noe my cousin is miserable but i cant do anything.i'm not a docter.i'm not rich...i cant buy anyone time..if i can,i will buy my grandma and uncle time..so my mom will never have to fell sad everytime she tink of grandma...so tat my cousin will be happy like he was.

i really wish i can do something.

anything

boy i've been seeing alot of deaths huh?first my dad was on e verge of death...miracle he survived,that's wat e doc said.and i hafts go thru o level with the worry my dad cant make it.

then grandma death last yr.

and now these.

me a brat? told u...i'm not.i'm stronger than u are.stop acting pathetic,u disgusting gal.i really dislike her.but then u'll never noe who i'm talking about...mayb i'm jus scolding myself and keeping myself in one piece.who noes?

i'm strong.if i cant go thru such trauma with o levels and not shed a tear,i'm jus as strong now.who ever doubting me,jus shut up.

hard-boil-egg @ 7:07 PM

Saturday, September 06, 2008

heyy!!!! i'm back!!! i jus remembered something...i did a stress test using eddie's phone and i got 64% stresseed!!!! lowest amongst everyone else...

the test got many sections---one part where they put dice in cups and rearrange it and ask u to guess which cup is e dice in...---bubbles with numbers--arranging of numbers from smallest to biggest...i tink thats all i can remember! HAHAHAHA...

well,i've cooled down from yester where i was in a extremely foul mood...but today i got another foul mood incident...but e person involved is not worth writing abt so nvm...

u noe,there's the wonders of PMS u noe???? u get really bad mood and easily irritated and pimples pop up like mini volcanoes...

and best of all,u dun even noe why u're so pissed over little things...and that's how i'm like now...i got all pissed with someone yester even tho she did seem sorry and i got agitated over stupid stuff not worth writing abt...gosh...when will this PMS end?????

i jus saw on kids central that there's something called a pokemon board game!!! hahahaha...so funny...can u imagine seeing all e weird creatures as ur playing pieces?and maybe e dice is a pokeball....

mayb i shld work as a game designer....looks more relaxing than engineers!hahaha...my sis housewarming is set tmr i tink but not sure if i'm even going coz i forgot to RSVP her...

oh and that reminds me! u noe i have such short term memory that i'll forget to reply sms or calls till hours later??and there are pp who get angry over silly things like tat...jus coz i forget to reply...and when pp sms lame stuff rite, sometimes i jus put it as second level coz i tink its unimportant so i'll deal with it later on...and pp get angry with me...how immature.but i guess its ok...mayb i'm jus in a foul mood again...

exams are starting and with a dark cloud hanging over me,i doubt i can concentrate..waaaaaaaaaaa!

hard-boil-egg @ 10:40 AM

Friday, September 05, 2008

heyy i'm back!!!!!

past few days was quite boring but i guess its alrite!HAHAHAHA!

got some glitch regarding math consultation so ended up having none...and someone p.s me by not even bothering to turn up or smsing me anything...

so yupp i wasted an entire morning!

i was q angry coz i felt she was too much by not even bothering to wake up early to inform me anything...worse still she din even say sorry la!

and she p.s me again today!!!!!!!!!!

from now on i'll jus not bother asking her out or anything.its too much i guess...jus treat her like some acquaintance lor since she doesn't think i'm imp enuff to bother abt...so ok den!

we played cards instead of studying full time...LOL...and i tink i lost quite abit but only won one game...SIGH!hahahaha...its still beta than nothing.!

we played illi phone abt some music ting(ok,everyone noes i suck at games!!!esp music ones...tsk)and SURPRISE!!!! i won both eddy and a gal!!!! by luck bahx since i was pressing all e buttons randomly,hoping to win!!!HAHAHAHAAH

chem was a total disaster coz i screwed up even e simplest ques------one abt wat group the element belongs too....was supposed to see e group thru ionisation energies so i counted e wrong direction...instead of outer shell in,i counted inner shell out...so obviously its WRONG!

charan and nik laughed their asses off at me and even mrs so laughed la!omg...wat a buffoon i was!!!HAHAHA...nvm...great minds make simple mistakes=)
anw...today i keep making mistakes!

hard-boil-egg @ 6:38 PM

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

hey!!! i'm back to destress from my daily disturbances and rigours...HAHAHA

u noe,i was jus tinking that i hardly have any best frens the older i grow??

when u're in kindergarden and primary sch,u used to have best frens...those that'll be the first to noe abt any hilarious or stupid stuff u do and those that u'll look for first thing in e morning!

now i hardly remem my kindergarden bestie's name and i've more than drifted apart from my primary sch bestie...

u noe,i was talking to a fren the oth time and he said he doesn't have any best frens in jc anymore...and i stop having best frens in sec sch...its not that we dont wanna have best frens but its jus not really there u geddit??

its like i'll joke ard with my own clique and tell them stupid stuff but none of them is my bestie...we may be close until we say tings simultaneously but somehow they aren't considered my best fren...and oso i doubt they consider me as their best fren...rite?

quite funny that the older we grow the more frens we have but we dun have any best frens...really sad coz there's no one u'll be all excited to talk to when something happens,no one u'll ask out first ting when u wanna go shopping or something...if i go shopping,i'll ask the entire group...not one person...HAHAHAHA

looks like we're REALLY living in a lonely world despite advances in tech( gp essay ques)

and then there are those that we have a jolly good time tgt when we're in sch joking and everything...but funny thing,we dun even have each oth's number!!!HAHAHAHAHAHA!

smiles!=)

hard-boil-egg @ 5:43 PM

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

hard-boil-egg @ 2:48 PM