Ed Ed and EdDy!!

Monday, July 28, 2008

HAHA

i tink sometimes i'm too straight forward...u noe that time me and nik went to go buy present for someone...(yosin maybe??!)

den e price for somethin g was tooooooooooooo high so i jus turned straight to nik and asked him" so u dun wan la?" in front of the shop keeper coz he looked along e lines of its-too-expensive!!!

ahahahahaha

he kept cursing after that coz he felt so paisei...LOL!!! iand i jus couldn't stop giggling throughout e whole day!!!!
and den he told me that i shld jus said"we'll take a look ard"and then zao!!! HAHAHAH

now u guys noe how innocent and bad at words i am...

haha.still remem tat time my fren cried...instead of hugging and comforting her,i scolded her!!! coz i felt that she was too boneless and i wanted to scold her till she picked herself up!!!hahaha....guess i have a diff way of comforting!!!

my poor frens....

hahaha...SORRY U GUYS GOTTA LIVE WITH MY WEIRD MANNERS!!!! ahhahahaha

hard-boil-egg @ 7:39 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

here to blog!!! today someone said i was too mean to HER coz i insulted her parents...and i agree.SURPRISE! actually i felt very guilty about it but i guess i was too angry to care! i mean i've got enuff from her so i jus exploded...

so i apologised to her.mind u,i'm still angry with her judgemental attitude but its jus not me to not say sorry when i knew i went overboard...jus blame me for being too weird! haha

she said she cant forgive me but i feel beta now coz i confronted my ugly side and did some thing i tink no one else would.i admitted i was wrong...IN CERTAIN STUFF K?!!! i still tink she drove me to breaking point but i tink i shld jus forget it coz i doubt she'll say sorry...

there's something she mentioned that caught me.she said she got a hard life and i had no idea wat she's been thru.that makes me wonder how she can assume i had a comfy life.

despite how cheerful i'm usually,i do hide secrets.coz its too ...i dunno.its hard to talk about it without feeling upset.and also i realised i cant trust anyone or rely on anyone but myself.
i tink if u've been thru wat i've been, u'll agree.
its jus instinct to ...keep cetain stuff to urself so that u'll be stronger.

i tink its time everyone stop takeing me for a spoilt brat with a comfy life.its nothing like that.i may have said some stuff to someone about my past but its not e full picture.its just to hard to say it out coz i feel that its something thats very...hard to accept.

it may have kinda hurt/affected me ( kinda onlyK?!) but it also taught me to only rely on myself.taught me to be strong.taught me to never show my weaknesses.as in the REAL weaknesses.

thats probably why i'm always been in e fight to survive mode perhaps.its e only way i can feel safe??

haha!!! but i've did my best and confronted my meanie beanie side so i have no regrets.like wat i said,i never regret my decisions.even if i've made my new class dislike/hate me,i wun look back.i trust no one but myself!

haha!!!that reminds me..someone said i may be small but i put up a good fight...oh wells cant help it if i'm strong!!!HAHAH
every thing decision i do is usually thru careful consideration...but sometimes i screw up and that proves i'm human.

anw, about today!!!!we went sentosa for touch rugby!!! haix so little pp went but i had fun coz we played beach touch nd volleyball!!!! not bad eh??i tink i manage to get back e hang of volleyball!!!! i managed to spike and jiu ball!!!! not bad k?!!! cant believe i was actually in volleyball for a while last time!!!!HAHAHA...

anw, hannah bluff me la!!! she say she'll pass me my waterbottle!!!but in e end she din!!!tsk tsk!!!

wa lau cheated me rite???!!!!

anw,i'm soooooooooooooo sunburned la!!!! played like crazy in e sun playing amazing race!!!hahaha.i tink my hair was like some carpet!!!HAHAHAHA

but i did had fun...i tink 0706 shld go sentosa soon too!!!(hint hint!!!) HAHAHAHA

den aft that went to get sh lai pressie...tell u she gonna be sooooooooooooo...speechless man...HAHAHA!!!

yey!!! cheerful gal !!!!

hard-boil-egg @ 7:18 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

hello!!!!

many lovely souls have asked me not to emo so i shall stop emo-ing!!!see,i so guai...-.-"

anw,wei kok ask me why i so emo for e past few days and guess wat???i managed to keep my trap shut and not demonise anyone!!!! big achievement k?!!! see,joel, i told u i'm not e bad guy...HAHAHAHA

now everything still sucks but i got only 2 more months of being a loner!!!HAHAHA but its not so bad...i tink my class still tries to make me feel welcomed even tho i'm pushing everyone away...so kudos to them!!!!!

talking about popcorn! yester popcorn was sooo nice!!! pek sia went to grab them from william yeo( geog teacher) and we get to gobble it up!!! we were like munching happily till we saw BALLS!!! big balls made up of unpopped popcorn and sweet coating...funny huh???it looks gross and wendy got all disgusted from eating popcorn but hey...its edible i guess! coz nisha ate it and said its nice...like some giant gob stopper i guess...

now since qiujing is here,i gotta make her type something too!!!

from qiujing:"hi,cass forced me to type something, but i dunno what to type. so sad.........................."

hahahah...qiu jing is sooooooooooooooo shy...awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

anw i got 63 ranking points!!! very high hor??to me la!!! i'm so proud of myself so i'm gonna ask everyone to clap for me!!!big achievement k?!!!!!=) anw,gtg go mug instead of being super slacker so ya...bb!

hard-boil-egg @ 2:55 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

wat a rainy day!!!hahahaha~trying to sing dancing in e rain but i doubt such a song exists!!!

should i tell everyone wat really happened???but then again...i better not.or i might be biased...
a certain someone said if he's in the same situation he'll shout at her.but i overreacted...oh wells,since everyone thinks i'm e bad guy den let it be!!! i dun really care anymore...but i'll be quite pleased if its true that she really had tried to like me...but sometimes i cant help but wonder.can u really like someone if u hated them before u even noe them??hahaha.jus rubbish from me again.

today wendy and nisha asked me to talk...and i did.

sometimes i wonder why i'm so rash and do things which i do regret afterwards...even if i do regret it,i wun apologise coz i figure its over.

today i saw some of my frenz and we talked and joked ard like there's nothing wrong

for one day i really felt happy...from the horrible days before

thats when i figured,i now noe who are my frenz

i figured who to talk to in class and who not to...=) its a big achievement k?

i now noe who each person is siding...and oso i felt abit guilty for demonizing the gal like that...yep i was angry but aft the big thing,she stopped irritating me so yupp thats a big freedom.
and jus mayb i was too angry to care about sensitive issues like her parents.

i'm so mean when i'm angry.and i jus dun care about anything.

and oso poor shuting.i dragged her to D&D with my old class and now we've argued so yupp i feel like i've caused her tis trouble...she's gonna be feeling awkward.lucky jingyi and li xiang invited her to join their table

honestly, i had no idea i would jus explode coz i figured SHE would stop criticizing me and i most prob will get used to it.
big prob is that things din go that way.i didn't appreciated getting criticised and i din manage to keep my temper down.
so things got blew outta proportion...pp will always side those they are with longer...

which is HER.nothing wrong with that...if its me,i'll do that too

and now i wished i've jus dropped my 4H2s

so none of this will happen.i'll still be laughing

smiling

not feeling miserable

maybe i'm feeling miserable in my class but i cant jus change my class can i?

wat a big waste.i shld nvr have tried changing class..jingyi warned me i may not integrate but i jus love my4h2s more.so i tried...

wats wrong with trying?

but then.even my good frenz i thought i knew well seems so distant.or izzit jus that i cant seem to appreciate them?

seriously, i've jus changed...ask me to smile and my face CRACKS...oh wells.

its ok to be alone.i cant rely on oths
i tink?? haha.oh no i beta snap outta this.i wouldn't like having a droopy face rite? haix!!!=)

hard-boil-egg @ 6:18 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

ok!!!! i'm alot more cheerful now...i've decided i'm not gonna waste my time over frenz that aren't my best frenz...i dun mean to sound cruel but if they aren't gonna bother to make up den forget it!!!=)

i was looking thru those pics we took...and suddenly,i saw those happy pics i took with my old class and my new frenz...it made me laugh!!! esp angela's octopus toy!!! remem we played with it and somehow it ended up bouncing ard e lecture theatre and hitting someone's head??HAHAHAHA.that was FUNNY!!!

and den i saw e nurse stuff and its kinda funny coz i remem me and jcelyn got stop by pp wanting to take pics with e nurses!!!!HAHAHA was so paisei la...and jocelyn look damn innocent...somehow i tink she suit being a nurse more than me...

chen and e rest were acting like invalids and its funny coz everyone kept forgetting their role...like i forget i'm e nurse and i'm supposed to help the injured...and the injured forget to...well, look injured??

hahaha...now i can talk abt those i'm at loggerheads with at ease coz well,we aren't frenz anymore so its jus memories...mayb i will regret losing their frendship but now i feel quite ok lei...mayb coz i'm still angry! hahahaha

oh oh oh!!! there's this pic of me and the other two cheryls in e toilet...wanna noe why??they were like playing with my rebonded hair( newly rebonded at e time lor!!!) and tying all sorts of patterns...it hurt pretty much and if i remem,my hair dropped by quite alot!!!HAHAHA

and there's so much funny stuff i did last yr and this yr but i've forgotten bout it...i kinda miss my frens( good or bad or watever) now...hahahahah but hey,i'm sure there'll be more happy days!!!

and did i mention?joel's watch is damn freaking heavy...mini dumbell i tell u...my aim is to wear it everyday!!! someday,my muscles will bulge out!!!HAHAHAH

hard-boil-egg @ 7:36 PM

to lixiang: if u dun like wat eva's thats being written here den jus dun bother coming anymore...i've already said i'm venting my anger so who ever that has a problem shld jus buzz off.i dun give a damn if u're on her side or mine.no offence but its true wat.dun like den dun read lor.besides i still included a note RIGHT INFRONT too...haha

today was kinda boring...math test was a total booza coz i din study so i was contemplating ponning but cheryl said she got mark attendance so i went coz i prob oso got mark.

its really funny coz they say they'll push e going thru e ques till next week before e test.den next week test how??how they gonna go thru e test??

weird

anw,sherling said mayb e gal may be a bitch but she doesn't want me to be a bitch flaming her as well.

well that makes sense coz yu shan is quite insignificant.

3 more months to go in this class!!!! i tink its a horribly long time but i jus gotta wait a little more for e sake of my 4h2s!!!!hahahaha

someone told me i look sad today...haiz i dun get it man,everytime i stop smiling pp tink i'm sad....my face is lik tat!!! i cant help looking sad jus coz i stop smiling! i mean comeon man...pls dun expect me to smile all e way coz i'll get sore muscles.

today was really such a bore...i tink i might jus grow cobwebs!!!!!

speaking of which,shakira and angela said those sweets from australia was too hard...mayb i put it in e fridge too long??hmmm...must go see if e choco got urn to ice anot...its only like 1 month later la...-_-"

hard-boil-egg @ 4:06 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008

NOTE: my tempers are flaring as i'm writing this.pls read post with care esp e bitching part.it may or may not be true,its my opinion...

but i tink its true...hahahaha

i tink yu shan is a fucking bitch ma. she told me she from e start she din like me.SO THAT'S WHY SHE KEEP FUCKING IRRITATING THE HELL OUTTA ME AND SHOOTING ME!!!

that fucking bitch is such a loser man.to think i still said i thought she was ok when someone said bad stuff bout her...serve her rite for all e bad stuff that's been hapening to her!!! i tink she's spoilt,irritating,short temper and she's TOTALLY the bane of her parents...

come on man....i dun care if u guys think i'm ultra bitch but she's WAYY OVER THE LINE!!! she kept picking on me till i exploded and now i tink she's been planning that all along...something along the lines of "lets irritate the shit out of cass till she explodes and cut off all friendship ties"

wat the fuck!!!!

and she still dare to act innocent and say she tried to like me!!! wat the hell??? its COMMON SENSE that if she have a bad opinion at first its hard to change it.AND WAT THE FUCK, SHE DIN EVEN NOE ME BEFORE I JOIN 0710 AND SHE STILL GOT THE GUTS TO FORM AN OPINION ABOUT ME!!!!SHE DOESN'T EVEN NOE ME!!!!!!!!!!AAAARGH

she's so fucked up man...SHE TOTALLY PICKED E WRONG GAL TO PICK A FIGHT.i'm not letting her off and i'm gonna give her hell from now on...payback time for sabo-ing me for the past 7 months...that fucking bitch/slut. usually i'm quite gracious but a lowlife, slut,scum like her deserves none of my graciousness.i've been tolerating her for months trying to be nice even tho she keep picking on me for every fucking single thing.BITCH,GO TO HELL.

anw,i tink its no loss to me i'm not even on talking terms with her...she's not worth it...no wonder her band incharge keep picking on her coz she's jus SUCH A LOSER...good job band incharge!!!!

well,i thought today i was gonna be real loner and everything but it wasn't so bad coz there was joel chingkheng sk and joy to talk to.can it be my clique is not as imp to me as i thought?? how evil sounding but maybe i feel happier and free-er coz there's so freaking spoilt yu shan in my face...oh btw,did i mention??she's damn super ugly..and guess wat??i'm not e only one to tink so....HAHA.i'm not perfect or pretty but i noe a deformity when i see it.haha i sound reall evil now rite?? but that's coz i'm angry...pardon me but i'm not very eloquent when i'm pissed.

well today was supposed to celebrate shuting's bdae...but i din bother to even wish her happi bdae..which makes me feel a little uncomfortable coz she's still my fren even tho we're arguing...

wait a minute why am i even feeling guilty??!!!

anw,e guys said e cheesecake her volleyball frens made look like its from e toilet bowl...SO MEAN LA!!! hahaha but i tink its ok la...its jus a little gooey and all.

then today was fun coz i 'stole' joel watch to wear and even to its like some dumbbell,its still pretty ok!!!!HAHAHA prob is its very very loose...

then aft geog me and wendy they all went library and study...but its quite funny coz we were crapping about...wendy's saliva kinda contaminated my frog purse!!!EEEWWWWW(wendy u hearing this??)

and nisha wanted to blow her bad breath into my frog to make it bloat...( i tink e frog almost diedHAHAHAHA)

den i tried kissing the frog but no prince charming...guess it doesn't work that way????

AHAHAHAHAHA

hard-boil-egg @ 5:14 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

to li shi:

maybe u were rite in the sense that i wasn't thoroughly unhappy in 0710.i noe u guys have been trying so hard to make me fell ok but sometimes when u guys stop trying i see the true attitude u guys have which is heck care.

honestly there's nothing wrong in that honestly i have no idea yi chao existed in my old class till now.yess i'm ashamed!!!! hahahaha but everytime i see him i try to be friendly...see,i'm jus as heck care...hahahaha( gosh guilty conscious)

maybe i'm just being pessimistic but maybe sometimes its better not to try too hard ?? bt anw,dun worry i'll still love u guys from 0710...even those that always made me miserable (hint:joel the gal u said u hated)i'm not trying to sound noble but then mayb my flaw is that i dare to speak when others dont.u see i dun like to keep quiet and suffer i like to speak out and let it be known.

i mean if u dun tell ur frenz they are p.s-ing u,would they even noe??and then its up to them to decide whether they still take me as their frenz or not....both shuting and chen said they din mean it and that leaves the rest.but honestly i dun care alrdy.i'm sorry if i'm such a bitch at times and to be honest i'm not apologising coz thats wat i'm like.like ling once said, if u wanna hear the hurtful truth come look for me.but if u wanna hear the sugar coated stuff,hear from others.

hence,i therefore apologise for my character to 0710 and sorry u guys gotta bear with it for another 3 months longer.sorry!!! hahahahaha

to nikhil:i'm sorry that i grew all angry and hurt ur feelings but then again,i do have a basis to get angry.but i do wish u haven't told me anything regarding the past coz i would rather be blissfully unaware.haha!

to cheryll:yupp!!! u're forgiven! thx for ur waterbottle k??tho next time u shld bring a bigger one so it can fit my entire tummy in...HAHAHAHAH !!!

to sherling: sure gal! i love ya!tell me,why do i feel as tho i'm writing an acceptance letter???hahahaha like achieving the award for the bitchiest queen on earth...HAHAHAHA!

to chunhern: yupp!!! i did alot of lame stuff with my old class so mayb i jus cant seem to accept my new class even tho they've tried their best...hahahaha.but no worries i still love them..hahahaha

ok now my REAL posts starts...
i jus read about people with weird names...i mean wat???!!!!! crazy names like lingual...hahaha but u gotta admit its kinda cute...hahahahaha

that jus brings me back to my younger time when loads of funny stuff happened!!!hahahah...once i was like mistaken for a boy la...so FUNNY RITE??!!! jahahhahah that time i was so offended but now i'm laughing over it...

and oh ya,u noe my sis told me that when i was small i used to be like some robot coz she hafta remind me to chew e food before i start chewing or else i'll jus stop and stare at e tv!!! hilarious is'nt it??but i tink i drove her blood pressure skyhigh coz i took like 1 or 2 hours to eat a meal...hahahaha

oh man...i'm so exhausted today...goodness noe why.hahahahahaha!!!! but mayb that means i'm getting higher rates of metabolism...hahahaha! yey which oso means i'm gonna slim down!

hard-boil-egg @ 11:08 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

someone told me before that the friends that i can rely on are those i hang around with...after what i've seen so far,i tink the person is WRONG!!!

hahahaha...even if its rite its for my last year frenz...if u get my drift.somehow now den i realised that those that have always been there for me hearing my crap and everything are those that i never thought i was close to them...their quiet and all but i need them,they really ca nbe strong and really talk me thru...and i'm such an idiot to only realise it now when i've already changed class! hahahaha

those that fear my temper but do not hide from it are those i can really count on...there are two types of people---fair weather frenz and those that are stuck to u.FOR LIFE! hahahaha

i'm feling a little miserable in my new class but then i've always been a little unhappy since i've changed class...see,thats one reason why one should NEVER change my class!!!! hahahaha

i keep telling myself its only 3 more months but i tink its not sustaining me coz i keep isolating myself and running over to others...
i realised that i dun care wat that gang tinks of me anymore.techniclly we're still a group but i only talk to chen and shuting but thats ok with me.i'm not gonna waste my time trying to pretend i'm e best of frenz with anyone anymore.aquantance maybe, frenz?i tink we were never close to that.HAHAHAH

anw today was an interesting day!!!!

we had games before our testi match!!!andits all soapy and slippery...i swear we're playing contact rugby instead of dog-and-bone!!!! hahahahaha

we had scratches from the struggling to get some pingpong balls la...and its all soapy so we kinda fell over one another!!! hahahahaha

den we had this blindfold game (which i was kinda glad i nvr kena blindfold!) which was hilarious coz poor ash got hit on some sensitive areas...

den it was drills time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! funny we got sweating like pigs in under 15 minutes of drills!!! guess we're jus too outta shape...and when e game started,i tink barely 3 mins and i felt like dying alrdy!!! hahahahaha

den aft that i left early showered liek some hurricane so that i can meet gen for e movie...almost didn't make it but still i tink bat man movie wasn't THAT good la...its so lengthy my ass hurt...hahahaha

i had a great time gossiping with gen but of coz i din tell her wats my recent problems
i dun wanna ge hugged or wat eva her method of comfort.i'm strong and so i'm cass-e-great!!! hahahaha
going out again soon...

hard-boil-egg @ 7:04 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008

yey!!! i'm jus here to celebrate my results

i tink i did very well despite my stress!!! =)

GEOG:C
MATH:C
CHEM:D
PHY:E
GP:E

not very nice but still i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy la!!! nvr thought there'll be a day i pass all my subjs!!!! YEY!!!!HAHAHAHA

hard-boil-egg @ 6:46 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

sherling asked me today why cant we be best frenz even when we change classes...HMMM...COMPLEX GP ESSAY QUES.
ok darling,u andi noe very clearly we hardly see each oth anymore..and sure as hell i miss u kiam queen hafiz qiujing shakira and angela and...did i miss out anyone??

the point is we hardly mit anymore and its really sad coz we're like drifting apart...(*i miss u too DOG(yosin))even shakira agrees with me...

anw,i WANNA THANK EVERYONE FOR JIAYOU-ING ME !!! tho i'm alrdy very oily..HAHAHAH .i love u guys k?! so sweet of u to support me....suddenly i feel like prom queen.

well today i got all messed up and pissed at my frenz from 0710 coz i felt like they keep ps-ing me and i was quite miserable..(* I HATE PP TO PS ME!!!) so i exploded,weeped like some reservoir and bawled out like crazy to sherling shakira and qiujing...i'm such a spoilt brat sometimes aren't i ??i tink i suffer from attention deficit coz i must have some sorta attention to entertain me...HAHAHA ...I'M WEIRD...

i noe i'm so childish sometimes but the stress is getting to me...imagine worrying like shit for ur stdies( u noe whether i gotta drop) and plus pms making u all huffed up and plus ur frenz are ps-ing u and plus some personal problems....i tink it adds up to a soap drama...and its really hard to handle!!!!

shakira made me feel alrite again aft she told me she's like feeling a loner in her class too( heyy u assholes in her class! dun lemme catch u bullyimng her or u'll be flying to india with a grand kick from me!!! )see i'm so protective of my gd fren

sherling was like my bestie for e moment when i'm bawling like some underdeveloped baby...qiujing( forever calm lei that gal) was like soothing me!!! thx for ur accompanying qiujing!!! hope u managed to finish ur work...

anw, so joel and ella came to weeping crazy gal cass's rescue...and i really appreciate it coz joel said to forget it and it made me feel ALL E MORE NOT TO FORGET IT... so i told e rest i reallly din like being ps...they have'nt ans my sms except shuting so i guess i got nothing to say??
and ella made me feel like maybe i wasn't such a big extra in my class coz i took diff subj combi.THX GAL!!! LOVE YA!!!

yupp shuting i noe mayb u guys din mean it intentionally but it really bummed me off SO NEVER DO IT AGAIN!!!

hahahaha

oh ya delia pls remem to take ur koala teddy from me!!! i was so happy to see u yester u noe??!!! hahahah we shld meet up soon...

why do i suddenly feel as tho i've got frenz again??

and yosin pls take good care of the drawing of ur idol's hand...HAHAHAH

nikhil stop being a busy body and dying to noe why i cry so u can bully me further....

but ya thx for e concern anw...and cheryll,thx arhz for hiding away whenv i'm bad temper and then when i calm down le den u come out ask me if i'm ok...dun worry i still love ya

hard-boil-egg @ 6:07 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAD!!!!ok not really but jus perplexed

u noe today we were supposed to have mr yeo geog tut during lunch break?? den aft that mr yo said THERE'S NO LESSON!!!! ok i noe i'm usually happy qwhen it comes to tis but i tink this time he's too much!!! he didn't BOTHER TO EVEN SMS US BEFOREHAND TO SAY THERE'S NO TUT,and he FREAKING hell was NOT busy!!!!

guess wat,when we were walking down from 5th floor, we saw him slacking there enjoying e scenary instead of being up there TEACHING US or MARKING OUR EXAM SCRIPTS!!! wat the fuck is the problem with him?? HE EXPECTS A for geog FROM US but he doesn't bother to come teach us and instead prefers to SLACK!!!!

that makes me wonder about the ettiqutte of our teachers seriously.aren't teachers supposed to be TEACHING instead of SLACKING?? and worse of all,he din even say why no lesson la!

i'm no mugger la AND i'll be first to run off if there's no lessons but pls la,at least do wat u're SUPPOSED TO rite???!!!

now i'm all emoing and all...

i seriously have no idea wats wrong wif me!!! i've been getting all pissed off at tiny little stuff or else i feel left out which is weird coz it usually doesn't happen...

now i'm seriously wondering if i have any frenz at all...sad to say,i tink i have hardly any??haha...i'm emo-ing again.mayb i'm having pms and i'm getting IT soon but i tink i'm really quite loner la.haix.i dunno wats driving me cuckoo but i'm feeling really down...

does this happen everytime i'm stressed??somehow i'm feeling pressurised and i feel llike i've got no one to talk to.mayb its at this point then i realise i've got no frenz.but i guess its ok...

anw, today ignatius and gang and chen + me was talking bout duan zhang...they were saying its not good for gals to have duan zhang ( which incidentally i've got) but its supposedly good for guys...those who dunno wat i'm talking about,its got something to do with e lines on ur palm.if there is a straight line on ur palm its a duan zhang and i have it!!!

i've been hearing bout duan zhang since i was young...people either gasp in shock when they see mine or shake their head or they smile.as far as i noe duan zhang have extremes...which means if i have a duan zhang,either my life is very good or very bad...either i'm very smart or i'm very stupid...extremes huh!

i feel upset today and i've been having this black cloud over my head for e past few days...seriously,i dunno wats wrong wif me man..

hard-boil-egg @ 1:52 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

REUNION WITH MY OLD PALS!!!!

you noe,i went math lecture with sherling they all and its quite fun coz i realise i do miss them aft all!!!! and the sad ting is i dun tink they do but its still funny nonetheless!!! sher ling was all antsy coz her EC was near her and she was damn hyper...and OMG LA!!! I CANT BELIEVE CHERYLL LAI XINYI PASSED GP!!! i mean she's quite cheena

anw,something dumb happen between me and tis math teacher

teacher: why aren't u copying?? dont tell me u haven't been listening for this whole hour!!!

teacher:your name is cassandra rite?? die already...i noe ur name

ME: ( proudly proclaims) I ALSO NOE UR NAME!!!

OMG!!! why did i even said that???!!!!! like wtf!!!!

oh ya...den me hafiz and qiujing was talking aft that and we keep joking like crap and talking bout stuff like wonderwoman in diapeers coz she's advertising diapers...and how her diapers will fall off when she fly...and how diapers can be a one stop solution for carefree periods!!! quite stupid la...and i was saying diapers could be used to cushion impact...something like i fall and bounce up again due to my wonderous diapers!!! HAHAHAHA

den 0706 was to have a class fun shot this thurs.this kinda makes me feel excluded and reminds me again that i'm no longer there and i shouldn't be treating them as my best friends anymore since we've already drifted apart.

quite sad if u tink about it...and my mids results stink big time la(overall)
GP:E 49/100

MATH:C 56/100

CHEM:D 52/100

PHY:E 48/100

but i haven't got back geog tho i tink i'll fail la...suddenly 4h2s are such a heavy load to juggle!

hard-boil-egg @ 5:36 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

OK TODAYS TOPIC IS CARS

ok now i'm like fantasizing about cars!!!! i soooo wanna have those type of batman enabled car with those flashy colours!!!! but of coz i'm no wonder woman and i definitely dun wanna be fighting crime in G-strings...anw,yellow cars are the best coz its colourful!!!! like a bee...

come to think of it,i jus got stung by a bee yester! LUCKY i've got impermeable tons of fats and e sting wasn't that bad!!!!!

ok back to my car fantasy...it has to be able to fly, turn into jacuzzi and beachside resort...lol,i'm talking crap.

but honestly cars are a waste of cash!!!! imagine all e erp u gotta pay...fuel and all...plus parking! so now i've began tinking bout using publictransport in my near future even if i earn enuff to buy my dream car...

its kinda sad rite?? but i'm so wei da i'm doing it for the enironment!!! LIKE REAL...

btw, i jus read e papers bout this malaysian band singer flashing his not so hot round butt...and that got me thinking...WATS CONSIDERED HOT??round or oval or sharp butts????

u noe until now i still cant get over the fact fat gals were considered hot in ancients china! imagine those poor gals stuffing themselves with food jus to fit man's selfish idea of pretty!

oh ya,i went to my neighbour's bbq yester...was quite fun coZ i took care of the little baby and inspite of his EVERFLOWING drool he's such a CUTIE! man...he's my crush for now!hahahaha

oh ya,i noe i've promised to talk bout e rest of the geog trip but i'm lazy to write now so i'll jus post those pics...btw for info i almost got pecked by swans in the icy rivers coz they thought i was food!

oh ya...we took pics in the icy river where we did our geog measurements too!!!! and we went to this space museum where the guy talking was quite entertaining!!!! oh ya.there's this emo shot we took too!!!! and oh oh!!! the shades one was supposed to be a taleban pose...

hard-boil-egg @ 6:25 PM

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

HI PEOPLE!!!!

u noe wat???i've been tinking after awhile and i admit i'm such an incurable bitch sometimes...lemme explain...see,i'm always ACTING sad when someone cant join me and my frenz or anything...the worse bit is when u aren't Very close to the person and u act sad when u couldn't even care less whether they die or not...SERIOUSLY

AND FOR UR INFO I TINK EVERYONE'S GUILTY ABOUT TIS.

i jus suddenly thought of this when pp ask me to go somewhere saying it'll be more fun...when both of us noe that it wouldn't even matter if anyone was missing.HONESTLY. and i feel guilty to act as tho i really wan them there when i hardly noe they exist.

i mean come on la everyone.how many of u can safely admit that u NEVER backstabbed,pretend or lied to someone u dont care about but pretend to care about.

so yepp i dun tink i'm e only one.look at me,i confess.i bitch about emeline like there's no tmr( and i'm not e only one K?!) and yet infront of her i'm all smiles even tho both of us kinda detest each oth( i tink).

incase pp tink i'm a super bitch of the year...lemme clarify, i do feel ABIT guilty.but oh heck with it!

ahhhh...amazing how good our acting skils are that we can pretend almost everyday....i feel terrible but hey i cant say that a particular person i'm not close to,matters to me.I jus wun mean wat i say!!!! hahahahaha

looks like no one's that innocent anw...

hard-boil-egg @ 7:34 PM

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

CHECK THIS OUT!!! I'M SO SWEET DESSERT...HMMMMMMMMMM HAHAHHAHA zul u shld try this...i tink u'll be sour CHEESE!!!! hahahahaa

anw i passed chem and math...mirace i tell u...i've got a C for math and a D for chem...lol..but e mood today was pretty bad in my class and i got bogged down and became all emo too!

You Are Strawberries with Cream

Fresh and uncomplicated, you are always enjoyed but often overlooked.

You're confident in who you are. You don't need a facade to feel better about yourself.

What Dessert Are You Most Like?

You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually?

You tend to like to make calculated risks.

So while you may not be base jumping any time soon...

You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?

hard-boil-egg @ 4:43 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

WHOO!!!! i'm back!!! ok i've got a couple of stuff to update about but i'm jus so lazy...so i'll jus write the dumber ones...HAHA

well before exams were over and already my luxurius fat ass was itching to bounce off the chair! so i decide to stuff my effing studies one side and go out for lunch...some sorta lunch it was tho i ended up eating erm...2 cookies?????

lol anw,i tink arcade was a total cheapo cheater!!! u noe e bloody cute soft toy was in e claws of e catching machine alrdy????? and then!!!! IT DROPPED OFF!!!! like wat the F*******...so saddening la...

anw, i saw kelly big bum and qiaoling and ber and many oths...at.......J8?!!!! they jus had their training camp thats why they looked so haggard(i tink their actually ageing) HAHA

den the very next day i dragged my fat butt off to go to east coast!!! where i did a great CHARITY WORK

we're supposed to jump 10 times for a bowl of rice!!! and bummer i only reached 200 before this HUGE blister appeared and my skin jus like tore off??

it hurt LIKE HELL and i tink i was sooo incredibly brave coz i din cry tho i cant walk properly!

HAHAHAH

den i went cycling...did anyone said out loud that i'm hopeless at this before?? coz i've IMPROVED!!!! yey!!!i didn't crash 1 time tho i fell alot of times...hahahaha...and i tink i pissed loads of pp off too!!!

AFTER EXAMS

whoo...we immediately headed out to ORCHARD! was weird coz we were like in sch uni??haha and we took neo prints...i swear neoprints photoshops ur face so u look beta!

if only they do it for sch phoos...HAHA oh and we watched WANTED

was damn freaking funny i tell u...i jus giggled like some mental hospital release nonstop!!!

damn exhilerating that exams are over!!! tho i hope to pass....KEYWORD:HOPE

well i'm too lazy to type anymore soooo...pics!

hard-boil-egg @ 12:54 PM