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Saturday, April 26, 2008

HEY?!!!! wassup darlings??!

haha...i'm in a great mood...tho my studies are still...flagging...but its alrite?!

haha..u noe wat??i only nid to pay 300 bucks for my geog trip!!!!*WAT A BARGAIN HUH??*

i wasn't expecting e opportunity fund to pay so much in terms of subsidies but i was still glad nonetheless!!=)

ANYWAY,me and my sis were lik talking bout WORMS and that reminded me bout something highly gross yet hilarious...you see i was eating FERRERO ROCHER once, and i was thinking why THE CHOCO LIKE TASTE SO WIERD...and guess wat??

i.spat.out.the.choco...

and checked my teeth in e mirror...

ONLY TO SEE A WORM DANGLING FROM MY BRACES!!!!!!!!!!!

like eew rite????
i totally freaked out...and my sis laughed like dunno wat..hahahaha...man i tink my life is SUCH AN EMBARRASSMENT!!!

haix...oh well, lemme update u bout my HIP HOP DANCE COURSE!!!!

it was soooooooooooo hilarious coz wateva ash did was like BALLET!!! and danelle was acting like some old folk...*yes,i'm talking bout u danelle*

and vanessa love to dance like she got attitude...*that's so cool by the way...*

and me?? i tink i looked like some bamboo pole *those shrivelled up type*...heehee
anw,its pretty fun la...i mean look at mr loke dancing...he's damn HILARIOUS!!!and our instructor looks like he's wearing a tin can as a cap...hahahahaha

BAD NEWS!!! i lost weight again...like now i'm 46 kg?? aargh...thats very light!!!
must be coz i mug toooooooooooo much...whee...life's preety carefree now but i gotta make sure i do well...for every single test!!!hahaha

anw,ciao!!! lovess to all!!!*like i said,i'm in a gooooooooooooood mood*

hard-boil-egg @ 12:53 PM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

oh shucks...i'm such a NOOB!!! hahahahaha...anw,on thurs we had lotsa GREAT FUN!!! coz its bonding time with the J1s!!!! WHEEEE...
it started off with mathhew teaching us some stuff...*apparently for touch rugby...one,two,three...all tgt...HUH?????????????*

THEN ITS PLAYTIME!!!!

there's this blanket thingy which was incredibly fun coz we hafta remem the names of e J1s?? those first 3 months one was like no problem but those that joined later gave me a HUGE HEADACHE!!! coz i COULDN'T REMEM AT ALL!!!!

HAHA!!! guess wat i asked e J1 on e oth side of e blanket???my first reaction was-----"WATS UR NAME???" hahahaha!!! when i was suppose to say e name, i said this!!!! LOL

then i jus anyhow WHACK and called her AMANDA...which was totally wrong!!!!hahahahahaha...

her real name was SHUMIN...

AFT THAT, we played this human bingo thing which was really funny coz we got to see steph and janelle acting like monkeys* they were supposed to make 5 animal sounds*

then me and kelly had to do cat walk which was UBER DUPER embarrassing!!!!i mean yea i did it last yr to entertain the seniors but its all gals so like laugh already nvm...but this yr got matthew there can!!! so super PAISEI!!!! lucky we stepping down...HAHAHA

oh yea that reminds me of something hilarious last yr...to complete e bingo thing, i had to do e catwalk rite?? then halfway thru this embarassing display at e atrium...E SOCCER PP CAME UP FROM E FIELD!!!! like sooooooo omg can...worse still its like GUYS...NOT GALS! haix...i swear my life is such an embarrassment...

anw, lets move on to the M1 touch thing...we were TOTALLY thrashed...but i think e gals did a GREAT JOB coz they were up against the toughest COMPETITORS!!! they were playing against NJC,RP,SRJC... rugby-literate pp will noe its a tough fight coz NJC and RP are like big fry in rugby while we're small fry??and dun look down on SRJC! ever since they changed their coach to that of RJC coach as well,they've become a force to reckon with!!!

this kinda makes me wonder why we hafta make do wif contact rugby coaches last yr that noes NOTHING bout touch rugby while other schs get touch rugby COACHES...its kinda UNFAIR isn't it???? its NYJC TOUCH RUGBY GALS not NYJC CONTACT RUGBY GALS... are they blind??

oh wells, guess our batch were at the losing end of the rod...

oh yea, i ran into jonathan jus now...and he's really fun to bully coz when i pretended to be ALL INSULTED and demanded" why u dao me???" he went all PANICKY and said NO!!! so loud la...haha...so fun to bully...note to self:bully jonathan everytime u c him...

hard-boil-egg @ 4:32 PM

hard-boil-egg @ 4:16 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

WELL!!!! i've been really stressed up for e past one month and things DOESN'T seem to be getting better...now mr lim wanna call up my parents to ask if i wanna drop 4h2s but i firmly refused...honestly, i'm not so sure bout my decision but thats e thing bout me...when i PICK UP something,i'll never drop it unless i'm forced to...

but i guess things are STARTING TO LOOK UP!!! tho i'm still emoing which is not my usual self but i'm like slightly cheerful!!! my touch rugby nonsense is still not over coz well honestly i'm still so pissed wif xiao wei...during trng,i openly avoided playing in e same team as her...like WHO CARES RITE?? but honestly, i think she is sooooooooooo....*toot*.but that's jus my opinion...or mayb i'm pissed so i say liddat coz usually i find her a dear...but now i'm all crazed up so i would love nothing more than to hate her*LIKE I'M SOOOO TOTALLY BEING UNREASONABLE!!!*

ANW,i realise i've got much beta thing to do ratjher than to worry over how these two minute pp percieve me...and FIRST UP!!! is pulling up my socks!!!i've been in e dumps recently coz my results are absymal,my training is terrible*coz i have no idea why i'm doing so badly...i'm like TEN TIMES worse than last time...* and to add to it,pp keep arguing wif me...

i noe i'm so emo now but hey u cant expect me to be forever cheerful???? i've got emo times too!!!! haha...

okie...so now i should go take a long run*IF I CAN SURVIVE IT* AND TAKE OUT ALL MY ANGER...I SWEAR IT WORKS!!! HAHAHAHAHA i usually run faster when i'm pissed but tho thats wierd but its not my fault!!! blame my biological body...hahahahaha...

hard-boil-egg @ 2:56 PM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

hey pp!!!!!!! thx for supporting me!!! when i'm really upset and angry...*like some crazy retarded woman*

ANW,I GOT GOOD NEWS!!!! I GOT AN A FOR MY A LEVEL PW!!!

yey!!!my whole group got A!!! so yupp i must thank my entire grp for putting up with my nonsense when i'm like all agitated...
its really bad when i took it out on them jus coz i'm sick of staying back everyday...

anw, i'm happy that i got an A when i was expecting a D!so happy...you noe my GP teacher was sooooooooo cool??????i was presenting on my GP essay when he said"tho its not yet an A grade essay but....u did get an A for ur PW!!!"

i was soo happy u noe??i was jumping!!!in e end,my former class got like 3/4 As and then my new class...er...e rest got Bs and Cs.
well,guess we all gotta thank miss lee for putting up with our sub standard work la!!!she really helped us big time.

About e touch rugby thing,i followed nisha's advice to talk it out but xiao wei was still acting like a prima donna and probably still pissed...anw,i asked her if i need to go trng tmr and she haven't ans or will not ans,so i take it that i dont nid to!!! imagine being able to slack and still write in SGC...woah,not bad!

to ash:i'm not giving up on u guys but i'm jus tinking whether i'm making myself happy.
to passerby:THX ALOT!
to jermz:dun worry i'm fine...

hard-boil-egg @ 11:23 AM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

u noe, today i was so pissed with kim i din wanna talk to her?
everyone said its probably a misunderstanding but rite now, we ALL NOE THAT ITS NOT.
since she said to me that she meant that rather than be pissed,i should be happy for her...which effectively means= "cass isn't showing any support for kim and is a bitch"

She totally bitch bout me today infront ofa all the touch ruggers...so yea.I'M E BAD GAL OFFICIALLY COZ I MADE KIM CRY.LIKE WATEVA LA.

you noe its funny that originally kim had wanted to quit a long time ago and i tried to persuade her to stay on?and now i feel like quitting and she's acting no where like a fren...WAT A BRILLIANT FREN.

i dont care if u asses think that i'm the BAD GAL, but i'm not flaming anyone. jus speaking wat i think.

too bad if i'm not like kim,always lovable and saying sweet stuff for u to hear

thats jus me

AND YEA, I TINK U ARE A TOTAL BITCH TODAY KIM.BE GLAD I DIDN'T DRAG UP ANY MEAN THINGS BOUT U THO U WERE BITCHING BOUT ME LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS.

yea,so wat if u tink i got a bad attitude?dont like it?dont count me as a fren.
i totally wasted my time wondering whether i was being mean to kim...ended up she's meaner.to be fair,yea,i took a pot shot at her ...but yea, even then,it doesn't excuse wat she said.yea its hurtful

xiao wei made me go off handle today by picking on me...she made me do 50 pumping jus coz she tink i was talking...yea,i was talking but that wasn't as much as some oths...so it effectively meant she was picking on me.
Instead of doing pumping,i jus stalked off.AND XIAO WEI YELLED THAT I BETA NOT COME BACK...WAT A NICE CAPTAIN HUH?so fine i quit?!

so the whole touch rug thinking i'm a bitch jus coz i effectively went against xiao wei and kim.like wat eva.they always side the ones they like anw...there's really no team spirit in touch rug...in my opinion...coz they always forget me so its no surprise that they side the two that they remem-xiao wei and kim.

sha thinks its all my fault but i dont care.i do wat i think is true...i'm saying exactly wat i thought.maybe xiao wei is also streessd but i wldn't noe.and i give up...i dont wanna make assumptions...but i tink she was too much tis time round.

fine.i wont say anymore if they feel guilty,they'll tell me. but i doubt they will say anything...coz everyone tinks its my fault.i'm jus so tired and stressed.they are adding on to my stress and burden by making me even more miserable.if that's wat they like,i dont care.but i'm not gonna regret anything.coz tho its a waste giving up the frenship and my cca but i'm jus too exhausted to even apologise...fine,let them win.

hard-boil-egg @ 9:13 PM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

I'M SOOOOOOOOO PISSED!!!!!!!!

you noe i din get into e touch rug team of ten pp yet kim did?? that wasn't so bad and i was just TELLING joel that i tink kim deserves it coz she really did work for it...and i oso did work but mayb it jus aint good enuff...

but THEN!!!KIM PISSED ME OFF BIG TIME TODAY.

i was like jus telling her that i dun tink i wanna go trng coz like so waste time since i'm not in and mayb i'll JUST GO SUPPORT THEM ON THE DAY ITSELF...

THEN KIM SMS ME SOMETHING THAT WAS SOOOO ...TOO MUCH.GUO FEN. she said 'that time u in competitive i not in i oso went for trng lorhz...then now i'm finally in...I THOUGHT U WOULD BE HAPPY FOR ME" that last sentence totally made me BLEW OFF MY TOP COZ ITS LIKE SHE'S ACCUSING ME OR SOMETHING!

i already din wanna go trng anymore coz i'm so disappointed and she JUST TOTALLY RUBBED IT IN BY ACCUSING ME OF NOT BEING HAPPY FOR HER?!!! hello,i mean if i do drag myself to trng its coz i'm making a show of supporting her and yet she dared say tis...

like OOPS!!! so sorry i'm not a STANDARD FREN WHOSE TOUCH RUGBY SKILLS ARE NOT ON PAR HERS, but she totally din have to be sooooo COCKY jus coz she's in. if i remembered correctly, i DID NOT say ANYTHING LIKE THIS when i was considered better than her!!! like so wat if she's in? does it give her a right to start accusing me of ALIENATING HER?!!! i'm so offended now.

and now she's claiming she didn't mean it this way...i dont even noe whether to believe her.!!!! but i swear,if she's gonna be so cocky ,EVEN TO ME, then i'm gonna do everything and anything to give her a NASTY REALITY CHECK!!!*i mean everyone's curious how she got in...i'm her so called 'fren' so i cant say anything derogatory but mayb the rest aren't too happy...*

i'm just SO SICK OF EVERYTHING! i HATE TOUCH RUGBY!!!I HATE IT!!!!

this is one heck of a shit crap that i had no idea was coming along....wtf??

anw, speaking of hich,i'm soooo incredibly hungry but i cant EAT!!!coz i just had DENTAL....RAWR!!!oh yea did i mention audrey's dramatic outburst yester? it SHOCKED ME!!! coz she was all teary that not everyone could play and yet OOPS she went in...*somehow i suspect her tears were directed towards me??*

you noe,if i wanna be harsh,i'll jus say she's acting and is a faker coz i doubt anyone will be unhappy if they make it into the team la...but I JUS CANT IMAGINE AUDREY BEING CAPABLE OF SUCH EVIL STUFF so i believe she's SINCERE...*i mean tears are precious!!! so dont waste it!!!*~

ok back to my emo-ing

hard-boil-egg @ 5:48 PM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

i SWEAR i hate miss yap *or wateva yap* now!!! so wat if she's PREGNANT AGAIN??? as if e big tummy will save her from e atrocious crimes she commit!!!* playing a direct point in killing my chances of getting gold!!!*

TODAY was a total NIGHTMAARE coz my legs were still acheing ...and WOBBLY!!! i walked like a PREGNANT/OLD woman coz i was just acheing so much!!!

DURING the tests it was like a mental STRUGGLE coz i was jus sooo in pain and exhausted...i KEPT USING COUNTERPAIN TO RELIEVE E PAIN tho it was not much good la.the shuttle run was done so poorly coz my legs were SHAKING so much i couldn't sprint.IT HURTS.but i guess e rest cheering helped me to move tho it really REALLY hurt like nobody's business.it became more like a mental struggle u noe??

ANW, I GOT A5 FOR incline pull ups( only did 18 lehz!!! big DIFF from e 56 i did last time),sit and reach,ahuttle run...

I TOTALLY STRUGGLED FOR SIT UPS COZ E MUSCLES WERE SO TENSE LA!!! in e end i could only manage 16 and that wasn't even a E.i was so upset i cried la...MY standing board jump wasn't any better coz my thigh muscle ACHE SO MUCH I COULDN'T PULL UP MY LEGZ.even with the counterpain on FULL BLAST,i still could feel e pain...at that moment i jus felt like giving up u noe..??
so damn tired,painfully doing every station.jus imagine e bloody torture i went thru!!!

i'm so ashamed of myself to be honest...these 5 items never used to even be REMOTELY CHALLENGING yet now i'm struggling.goes to show how unfit i am from my glorious past huh?

guess track and field is really REALLY effective. mayb i shld jus continue trng intensively like las time...but i'm jus so afraid my body cant handle it anymore.imagine running 5 times a week without any competitions as motivation?

i GOT A FEELING i wont stick to it.haix...time to really think wat i really want.

ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE!!! i tink i've lost weight!!! i went on the weighing scale that time and it was 47 kg!!! man.thats nearer to my weight last time!!!wheee

hard-boil-egg @ 3:06 PM

Thursday, April 03, 2008

SO SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING FOR SOOO LONG...

i'm here just to relate the tekaning of me during PE ...as most pp who noe me, i'm relatively fit and its quite unlikely i'll fail screening test!!!but i did...jus coz i didn't turn up for the rest of the tests...like wth????

anw i totally WASTED MY EFFORT in running 2.4km...in like 11 minutes la!!!

anw, today was pe so i went to the fail section...it was a TOTAL NIGHTMARE... coz they made us do so much thigh tiring exercises and i'm jus sooo exhausted la.aft all the work on the legs,my muscles hurt so much its so wobbly la. i couldn't even walk down e stairs coz my legs gave way....like SURPRISE!!!

was dragging myself all over...
THEN ITS TIME FOR TRAINING...LIKE WAT THE HELL???

wa,my legs were like screaming...so i just dipped my legs in counterpain*deep heat rub* to like numb it and stop it from wobbling like some disgusting jelly...

then NOW i'm soooooooooooo tired la.haven't finished math tut. and i was supposed to hand up today...but i jus heck la. my body's screaming...i nid SLEEP!!!!!

i was n't focussing on trng during this whole week...adn even xiao wei noes it...
i'mjus hoping eveything will go alright and i can jus relax...

btw, the touch rugby competition is only 10 pp will get chosen...me and kim hopes we can get in but we alrdy noe we cant la...i can roughly guess who's going in...the likes of emelyn,steph, wanjoo,kelly,sha...and all...ahahaha. but i guess we can jus try??? and kip fit too

my junior ming wei jus told me i look thinner...mayb the stress is showing but i'll be strong!!!! STRONG!!! been falling ill more often but i'm jus not giving up my 4H2s u hear me????!!!!! no WAY!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...*i'm a rugby gal...so dun try me!!!*

hard-boil-egg @ 10:14 PM

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

I'M VERY MOODY NOW.

i just failed chem and maths with S for both.my geog(william yeo's part) failed too.by a mark.i'm so disappointed and somehow these repeated failures jus seem to numb me. now i've stop crying and started acting normal but inwardly i'm very upset. i dun wanna let my frenz see me when i'm all upset but yet this double standard is getting me tired out...

for phy i got a C but thats no consolence at all.NOT EVEN ME GETTING A B FOR GP PAPER 2 CHEERED ME UP.i feel so numb like as tho everything has changed. Tho outwardly i still scream noisily and all but i jus feel very hollowed out. as tho i'm lost!i need some one to bring me back.

i went home yester to a rousing screaming.my parents were furious!!!!i was so afriad my dad would HIT me but he didn't.i dunno somehow i'm so reactive to violence. that's partly why i joined track and field last time to make myself stronger so that i'll be able to defend myself.hah.gosh but now my dad has calmed down and he didn't hit me anymore...but i guess its reflex.

anyway i got something very funny to recount to u guys!!! do u noe half my sch got U for maths?? haha!!!HAHA! like quite ridiculous yet hilarious.

anw,back to my daily sch life.hah u noe today me and yongcheng had this big fight in the middle of phy lecture?? hahaha.he was taking REVENGE for me scribbling on his PRECIOUS notes.lol.

anw, phy lecture was like my war zone...coz yong cheng was threatening to vandalise my notes and we were like struggling like crazy!!!haha.then aft that i found out HE'S SCARED OF TICKLES!!!wahahaha.like so hilarious!!!

then aft all the struggles i came out with a big smiley on my arms and he got a BIG SMILEY WITH THE WORDS BUCK TOOTH!
hahahahahaha

oh ya,i realise that i'm forever doing embarassing stuff...u noe last sat, i was groping for the side of the gate to get outta e pitch?? i was like talking to izza and walking...but guess wat??i was GROPING A FREAKING GUY'S TUMMY WITHOUT NOEING IT!!!IT WAS sooooooooooooooo BLOODY EMBARRASSING!!! like wat the hell? it really wasn't on purpose!!!so now i swear i'll jus LOOK INFRONT BEFORE TALKING! i was SO SHOCKED U NOE??I JUS STARED IN HORROR WHILE THE REST OF THE GALS LAUGHED!!!omg. i hope i'll nvr bump into him again or it'll be soooo embarassing!!!!

TODAY!!!

oh man.another embarrassment filled day! haix.see me and e rest were like queing up for chicken rice...then i was so engrossed in TALKING, i jus walk backwards*towards the stall* and i almost bumped into a satay guy standing in front..LIK OMG!!! wa so throw face...hahahaha!!!like shit i dun wanna bump into him ever again!!! my life is sooooooooooooo embarrassing...

hard-boil-egg @ 3:28 PM