Ed Ed and EdDy!!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

chem was a total disaster la! totally screwed up everything i studied for...so demoralisiing...

i thought i had it in my palm but ended up clutching jus air

geog was terrible too...i totally let 16 marks fly away coz i did a ques i didn't study on...wats e diff btwn flood management and channel management?hard to define...

jus felt that i got no frenz today...why?its not coz i'm lonely...or no one to acc me..but jus tat...i cant help but wonder if pp really take me as their fren or jus some fair weather kite to play with as and when they want to?

i wish blogger got password enabled post...so i can jus rant and let no one else see.

my uncle was diagnose with cancer jus last week.only 6 more months to live...i noe my cousin is miserable but i cant do anything.i'm not a docter.i'm not rich...i cant buy anyone time..if i can,i will buy my grandma and uncle time..so my mom will never have to fell sad everytime she tink of grandma...so tat my cousin will be happy like he was.

i really wish i can do something.

anything

boy i've been seeing alot of deaths huh?first my dad was on e verge of death...miracle he survived,that's wat e doc said.and i hafts go thru o level with the worry my dad cant make it.

then grandma death last yr.

and now these.

me a brat? told u...i'm not.i'm stronger than u are.stop acting pathetic,u disgusting gal.i really dislike her.but then u'll never noe who i'm talking about...mayb i'm jus scolding myself and keeping myself in one piece.who noes?

i'm strong.if i cant go thru such trauma with o levels and not shed a tear,i'm jus as strong now.who ever doubting me,jus shut up.

hard-boil-egg @ 7:07 PM