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Thursday, July 24, 2008

wat a rainy day!!!hahahaha~trying to sing dancing in e rain but i doubt such a song exists!!!

should i tell everyone wat really happened???but then again...i better not.or i might be biased...
a certain someone said if he's in the same situation he'll shout at her.but i overreacted...oh wells,since everyone thinks i'm e bad guy den let it be!!! i dun really care anymore...but i'll be quite pleased if its true that she really had tried to like me...but sometimes i cant help but wonder.can u really like someone if u hated them before u even noe them??hahaha.jus rubbish from me again.

today wendy and nisha asked me to talk...and i did.

sometimes i wonder why i'm so rash and do things which i do regret afterwards...even if i do regret it,i wun apologise coz i figure its over.

today i saw some of my frenz and we talked and joked ard like there's nothing wrong

for one day i really felt happy...from the horrible days before

thats when i figured,i now noe who are my frenz

i figured who to talk to in class and who not to...=) its a big achievement k?

i now noe who each person is siding...and oso i felt abit guilty for demonizing the gal like that...yep i was angry but aft the big thing,she stopped irritating me so yupp thats a big freedom.
and jus mayb i was too angry to care about sensitive issues like her parents.

i'm so mean when i'm angry.and i jus dun care about anything.

and oso poor shuting.i dragged her to D&D with my old class and now we've argued so yupp i feel like i've caused her tis trouble...she's gonna be feeling awkward.lucky jingyi and li xiang invited her to join their table

honestly, i had no idea i would jus explode coz i figured SHE would stop criticizing me and i most prob will get used to it.
big prob is that things din go that way.i didn't appreciated getting criticised and i din manage to keep my temper down.
so things got blew outta proportion...pp will always side those they are with longer...

which is HER.nothing wrong with that...if its me,i'll do that too

and now i wished i've jus dropped my 4H2s

so none of this will happen.i'll still be laughing

smiling

not feeling miserable

maybe i'm feeling miserable in my class but i cant jus change my class can i?

wat a big waste.i shld nvr have tried changing class..jingyi warned me i may not integrate but i jus love my4h2s more.so i tried...

wats wrong with trying?

but then.even my good frenz i thought i knew well seems so distant.or izzit jus that i cant seem to appreciate them?

seriously, i've jus changed...ask me to smile and my face CRACKS...oh wells.

its ok to be alone.i cant rely on oths
i tink?? haha.oh no i beta snap outta this.i wouldn't like having a droopy face rite? haix!!!=)

hard-boil-egg @ 6:18 PM