Ed Ed and EdDy!!

Saturday, April 05, 2008

i SWEAR i hate miss yap *or wateva yap* now!!! so wat if she's PREGNANT AGAIN??? as if e big tummy will save her from e atrocious crimes she commit!!!* playing a direct point in killing my chances of getting gold!!!*

TODAY was a total NIGHTMAARE coz my legs were still acheing ...and WOBBLY!!! i walked like a PREGNANT/OLD woman coz i was just acheing so much!!!

DURING the tests it was like a mental STRUGGLE coz i was jus sooo in pain and exhausted...i KEPT USING COUNTERPAIN TO RELIEVE E PAIN tho it was not much good la.the shuttle run was done so poorly coz my legs were SHAKING so much i couldn't sprint.IT HURTS.but i guess e rest cheering helped me to move tho it really REALLY hurt like nobody's business.it became more like a mental struggle u noe??

ANW, I GOT A5 FOR incline pull ups( only did 18 lehz!!! big DIFF from e 56 i did last time),sit and reach,ahuttle run...

I TOTALLY STRUGGLED FOR SIT UPS COZ E MUSCLES WERE SO TENSE LA!!! in e end i could only manage 16 and that wasn't even a E.i was so upset i cried la...MY standing board jump wasn't any better coz my thigh muscle ACHE SO MUCH I COULDN'T PULL UP MY LEGZ.even with the counterpain on FULL BLAST,i still could feel e pain...at that moment i jus felt like giving up u noe..??
so damn tired,painfully doing every station.jus imagine e bloody torture i went thru!!!

i'm so ashamed of myself to be honest...these 5 items never used to even be REMOTELY CHALLENGING yet now i'm struggling.goes to show how unfit i am from my glorious past huh?

guess track and field is really REALLY effective. mayb i shld jus continue trng intensively like las time...but i'm jus so afraid my body cant handle it anymore.imagine running 5 times a week without any competitions as motivation?

i GOT A FEELING i wont stick to it.haix...time to really think wat i really want.

ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE!!! i tink i've lost weight!!! i went on the weighing scale that time and it was 47 kg!!! man.thats nearer to my weight last time!!!wheee

hard-boil-egg @ 3:06 PM