Ed Ed and EdDy!!

Friday, March 28, 2008

i was getting ready to go outta work when mr lim send me an sms...i had to redo the block test coz i failed...

THAT was so terribly incorrigible i jus kinda crumble up.I'VE GOT LOADS AT STAKE HERE.

BECAUSE I'VE FAILED ONE SUBJ,i can predict that i'll get hauled up over my 4h2s and the concern that i wont be able to cope.also my geog trip dreams are jeopardised.

ALL I CAN HOPE IS THAT MR KWEK WILL GIVE ME A CHANCE ...AND THAT MY GEOG TEACHER WILL STICK UP FOR ME.on the pretext of my good promo result.

i was so upset i cried on the mrt.i was totally hysterical. i noe i've havent studied properly, yet i really did try. i did.ok so maybe i crammed into 3 days worth but i did work my ass off.i admit, i haven't been an angel coz i nvr studied.yet i've tried my best to catch up. really.

i was so disapointed i cried...u noe?? and some stranger lady offered me tissues.i was plain hysterical and i noe i was very silly but i'm jus a gal who cant take failures.not coz i dun get them or coz i'm too soft, but because the discipline from track and field make me wanna punish myself.its called SELF-DISCIPLINE.
when it come to oth section, i dare not vouch for it. but when i really want something. i do noe i'll fight for it.

i have no idea how to account to my dad abt this.i've got loads of people to account to.my teachers,the principal,my parents,my geog teacher on the geog trip.

i'm near breaking point.

BUT I''M GLAD I FAILED.because i noe that's the thing i thrive on.once i fail, i will gear myself up to be better stronger.and those who noe me should noe this.

I'M JUST NOT THE TYPE THAT GIVES UP WITHOUT A FIGHT YA NOE?

if that's the goal i want, i'll fight for it.nevermind if it means going against a whole strain of people.

i noe i can cope with 4h2s its just a matter of whether i want to.I'VE DECIDED.i want to keep it. i dun care who is it i'm against but i'll make sure i'll get my way.IF I CAN MAKE A COMEBACK FROM FAILING HALF MY SUBJ AT MID YEAR TO SCORING Bs AND Cs AT PROMOS,this sure as hell aint gonna stop me.for those out there doubting me,that's ur freaking problem arse hole.

hard-boil-egg @ 12:38 AM