Ed Ed and EdDy!!

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

hey pp,i'm in the under 17 team for touch rugby for my sch!!!yey...!!!!whee...

yah...my knees swollen like some pig trotters la...!!!its hurting like shit and i cant seem to figure out wats the freaking prob...i've never come across such pain even when i'm in track and field so its really surprising that i would get injured tis way(i mean track is like 100 more times stressful on the legs)...

haiz...oh well...anyway,coah keeps saying that i run like a BALLERINA!!!WTF?
he was like saying"look at her!!!the ballerina running...!!!"

i'm like soooo totalley indignant coz there's no way i shld be looking like a ballerina coz though i was frm dance,i din have any ballet background and i definitely balance out the "dancy thingy" with track and field...

its like ridiculous man...!aaaa....my knees hurt so much i cant even walk properly and i kept getting yellled at by coach coz i wouldn't back peddle but turn and run...

apparently, my role is a 'burner' or winger and i'm supposed to dash like a cannon towards the end line...i mean can u imagine me RUNNING ????aft more than 1 yr of not training and a major spinal operation???And worse still as a winger who are really fast runnerrs???

i seriously dun tink i compare much to the rest coz i jus feel so shitty for under performing...can u believe tt 6 or 5 rounds ard the field and i'm already half dead?
surprising tt i used to run long dist. isn't it?

i'm literally a shadow of myself...i dun even recognise myself anymore.

i feel so ashamed...ashamed to even call myself an athlete that represents my sch in the past.i really can feel the disappointment of going to seed already.
i cant run as fast.my stamina has dropped drastically.what am i?
a.slacker.
a.loser.

i seriously gotta pull myself up again.i mus MUS make myself as fit as before...!!!!

btw,i got a ungraded for chem,S for phy ,and C for maths...jolly isn't it?i failed 2 subj...wow?

i'm so pissed at myself.my inability...my shoddiness...!

hard-boil-egg @ 12:27 PM