Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ; 5:51 PM♥
lol...hey pp.i'm here again!!!!!!!
lol...remem 3 months ago,on a wet rainy day,i went to serangoon gardens with my mom...Alas!I FELL!really unglam too btw,half of my legs on e pavement,e oth half on e drain...i did a split and hurt my ankle on e way...e very nex month,my boss mention to me he tinks i'm limping...and i jus tot nothing of it.now 3 months later,e pain has returned...and my leg is now.............
see above....and i need to use a medicated oil.haha
moral of the story...dun drag things on...ouch!
anw,i jus went back to touch rug recently for matches with our juniors...nice to catch up wif e gals=)but still ahrdly any seniors came...disappointed...den i found out ash is gg canada to study and all...sigh,i guess i'll miss that mosquito sometime...hahah.btw,i was a total failure man...i totally understood i gained 7 kg=(
man,i could not sprint anymore and i felt so useless...time to lose weight cass!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, May 14, 2009 ; 8:18 PM♥
lol
tmr we're upgrading+()
instead of full protective gear ro scan ic
we're jus having a mask
recently,i've been pretty moody and tired...
sorry pp for not being able to keep up ya?
my sis has extended a invitation to go drinking hard liqour
its good to drink away all e bad incidents sometimes
forget everything and everyone
haha
mayb i shld stop trying to be nice.
speaking of which.heard tat someone was backstabbing someone.makes me wonder if u dun noe e person personally,how can e person have a right to backstab?unless it WAS a fren or something la.
i tink i've mellowed alot as compared to before...i'm now more tolerant and more likely to keep quiet.sigh wats wrong with me?i feel like a mute
a useless mute mule
Sunday, May 03, 2009 ; 11:04 AM♥
me and chun hern is officially over.
tell me,why do i feel as tho my efforts for e past 1 yr is gg down e drain?
its ok,its alright,its time to fly.
guess i got back my freedom but with some additional emotional baggage.
sigh.
why cass,why cry?
time will heal all wounds
Monday, April 13, 2009 ; 11:26 AM♥
i've never really figured out the real extent of my parents concern for me...yes,i was a whiny brat .forever whining and complaining to my parents,saying things like"when are u gonna cook finish?my tummy is gonna rot soon!"
i was also very very rude to them because i bear grudges over incidents from the past.
yes they may have made mistakes in the past but though they were overly strict and harsh in their punishment,they have made several sacrifices to jus placate me and my demands.
ever since i got this new job,my dad has been waking up every morning without fail at 6 or 7am jus to cook a breakfast cum lunch meal for me before i go to work.my mum stays up after her work to wait for me to come home so she can warm up the food and i can eat all i want.
Today my dad woke up early coz yester in a fit of irritation i said sarcastically" i dun nid new shirts,jus someone who will do the laundry".They did not do the laundry because of the wet showers for the past few days.Today he woke at 5 plus am jus to wash the clothes and because he's scared it might not dry in time for me,he hung it out by the front(which was illegal) and stood there to watch over it.He also cooked the usual breakfast cum lunch meal.
i feel guilty coz i was such a spoilt brat and rude.particularly my mum.everything that could not go well,i'll push e blame to her.if iwas ill or vomitted,i would blame her.On after sight,it was too much.
so while i find it hard to say a simple "thank you "word to my dad today,i do appreciate e work they do.
Tinking of the predicament of my uncle,i tink i should appreciate them more coz when time comes around when they leave suddenly,i may have regrets.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 ; 12:20 PM♥
Hypocrites are really hateable.
esp e ones who divulge a secret and then do not dare to own up and still try to push e blame to other people.and i hate those who divulge a secret claiming that his/her good fren deserve to noe it.
it may be so long ago,but i'm sure most noes who i'm talking about.
speaking of which,mayb its rite that pp try to avoid them.
lets move on to a new topic!i may be quitting tis job soon!
its so tough!sunburn and stand in e rain and all.but i guess e pp i meet are really great.they really help u from their bottom of their heart.stark contrast to the above mentioned!
i really wanna thx jun he,leonard and james for really helping me when i'm on e verge of giving up.junhe ,tho he's a ass sometimes(sprouting vulgarities and hitting me on e head),he noes how to motivate pp right!(lik gg to petshop and play-.-")thx alot.and plus he tries his hardest not to use vulgarities on me no matter how unmotivated or downcast i am=)i understand that tis sales job requires a good attitude throughout but thx for understanding when i'm demoralised!
Leonard thx for helping me when i jus wanted to give up coz i was tired.ur must-eat-every-two-hours attitude was great!it motivated me thru food!
James,can u stop bloody tickling me?i sound like i have epileptic fits all e time!hahaha.but thx for chipping in when i jus sat and refused to continue...man,i was a total SPOILT BRAT.
thx to e rest for bringing joy to my working life like weicheng tho he keep suaning e oths,joyce---------haha!u bowl that time super funny------- and more!
speaking of which i really like this company coz there are really nice and supportive pp there (unlike someone i noe who only sprout vulgarities ).........
bowlin! in all i got three strikes!!! hahahaha miracle eh?and it came at the rite time so zhi xiong can treat me lunch!!!!yeyeyeyeye! haha
